LOVE LIFE

2011-12-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

This week is the best week ever:)

I love having you as my night companion.

Pray hard my relationship will get better after all this fights.

2011-12-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

There's no relationship without any fights, but you always can make your relationship worth the fight.

2011-12-08T20:43:00.002+08:00

I cry and cry and cry and cry for every words he said to me.
The words may seem nothing to anyone but to me its like someone throwing a punch right in your face. If only moving on and letting go was so easy.
Broken promises, feelings left unspoken.

2011-12-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

IM BACK :D

Holidays are Here baby !!!

Gonna party all night and work all day.

I love myself and only me will love myself this much :P

2011-08-29T02:42:00.000+08:00

2011-08-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

Dear you know who,
If you think you want to last long with a girl.
here are some points that you should take heed of.

1. Be true eventhough the truth hurts.
2. Be sincere in everything and mean whatever you said.
3. Dont lie because lies make someone lose the trust they had for you.
4. Dont hide things from your girl because it will make things difficult to solve.
5. If you done something that your girl dont like, be true and admit your mistakes.

Human beings make mistake alot but they can choose to change and admit the mistakes they had done before someone find out. The consequences will not be so serious.

She hold on strongly to this relationship through thick and thin eventhough she has been hurt by your lies again and again. She never think of giving up this relationship no matter what happen and she willing to go through every pain just to be with you.
The reason is simple, SHE LOVE YOU MORE THAN HERSELF !
Treasure her before she's gone.
Once she's gone, she will never look back.

2011-08-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

It seriously sucks alot when im trying to change and he doing things behind my back.
When i want to take everything seriously and change and treat him better why must he making things difficult for me . Fucking sucks. Seriously i feel like shout all the vulgarities right to his face.
Its okay. What goes up must come down. Let karma hit you back. And at that moment of time i hope u will regret it.
Fuck guys who dnt even know how to be true and sincere in a relationship. Hate this shit !

Heart hurts alot like fuck.
Giving me reasons that are rubbish. Lame shit ass.

2011-08-21T00:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY HUBBY :)
the above picture is my fav' photo of us bb.
im sorry for having fuck up attitude this few days and you know no matter how much we fight
i still love you the same in fact i love you so more each and every day :D
i really hope that you can change your attitude, please stop lie-ing to me and please treat me
better. i want the best in this relationships. i dont care how u treat your ex-girlfriend cause what i care now is u must treat me extremely goood and better than all your ex baby.
You are my best boyfriend :D
thannks for pampering me,taking care of me when im sick,loving me and please be sincere to me.
I really love you sayang :DDD
muaaaaaaahs.
i want the both of us to last very long *-*

Happy 9th monthsary love.

2011-08-15T10:08:00.002+08:00

I got the best lover :)
He treat me with care,concern and shower me with love. He pampered me just like a small lil' girl. I cant deny his the best boyfriend i ever had. He's someone which i want to hold on to and never want to let go of him. No words can describe the happiness i had with him. Even when he sick, he still make time for me and meet me. I appreciate all the little things u had done for me and all the sacrifices u make for me. We fight like mad cat and dogs but still we are madly in love with each other. I love you no matter what happen. I dont care about ur looks or anything, all i care is that you are sincere with me.
I love you sayang :D

2011-07-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

i LOVE this guy above.
Today is another plain boring day .
Im in school right now and my attendance from good to worst due to my lazyness . Im craving for alot of fooods :(
i miss my handsome boyfriend!
Nothing much to say, fasting month is just around the corner. Happy fasting everyone :P

2011-07-08T17:10:00.001+08:00

2011-07-08T16:09:00.001+08:00

This is me at work camwhoring.
This is will be my last weekdays at work.
School reopening on this bloody monday and none of my hmwrks is done, basically i never even bring it home to do it. So first day of school means i have to do it and I know and gurantee i will be late for school.
I ENJOY my holidays.
Club with my gfs was fun, 3Days spent with love was Awesome, Day out with Bestgirls and pretty girls. Slack,sleeep,eatt,work. damm it will miss it so much.
Today after work, im gonna travel alone to get my hair chop off and my eyebrow trim.
i have to get back to work now. So Tired left with 2 hours more :D Yeaaah.

I LOVE My Ahmad Tirmizi <3

2011-07-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

im sorry boyfriend.
I love you so much, i promise not to say the word anymore. I promise that i wont leave you.
I love you more and more each day !

2011-07-02T13:21:00.002+08:00

i Love my ahmad so much.
I love spending my time texting him,talking to him,meeting him and hugging him. I love his huggable body. I love his hairy legs and his big tummy :D i Love how he smile and mostly i love his eyes .

2011-06-30T18:42:00.002+08:00

On my way back home from work :D
Today is just a plain and slacking day at work. Nothing much for me to do but as for tomorrow will be a busy day ahead me. Have to submit income tax and gst forms for the company. Im sick and tired of the food at workplace. Grrr.
I guess i will be getting my cheque tmr for 5 days of work :D Its nice having such good and old colleagues. This job is really boring but a good pay indeed so its not a bad choice and you can wear any clothes to work but not those revealing clothes and i wore slippers to work. 12noon to 6pm not a tiring job at all but im just lazy to wake up in the morning.
How i wish bf could let me club today but too bad i have a very jealous guy as my beloved boyfriend but still i love too much.

2011-06-29T01:52:00.002+08:00

Atlast i find a browser in my phone that can update my blog. Now i can update anywhere and anytime i want. Im working at 12 noon tmr but i very very lazy.
I missing my boyfriend so much even though i just met him a few hours ago. Im in love with him so much. Being with him make me so happy even by just sitting down with him and looking into his eyes can make me smile :D
No words can describe the happiness i have with him.
Im happy being with you love.

2011-06-27T02:53:00.003+08:00

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers & best friends. It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It's when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs, and random kisses. It's when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It's when you'll rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food, and cuddle than go out all the time. It's when you'll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It's when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !

Even though we fight alot in the past, we still managed to change bit by bit and hold on to this relationship. I may not be the perfect girl but i will do anything to be your best girlfriend.

Muahhs

2011-06-26T01:25:00.002+08:00

Dear boyfRiend,
Im serious in this relationship with you.
I aint using you or playing with ur feelings.
What i have for you is true, im true and sincere in this relationship.
I do want to last long with you. Trust me i do love you so much.
I treasure this relationship more than you do bb!!
Stop ur lies and start be true and sincere to me, than im sure we can make it last.
Dear love, you are my happiness, i appreciate every single things you had done for me.
Im in love with you so much, ahmad tirmizi!

2011-06-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

When it comes to love, i know i fail.

Everything started out with me.

When i fall for someone i will fall hard and deeply for him.

Each time my relationships didn't work out, i learn and think what went wrong and try not to repeat it again. I try not to repeat the mistakes and keep changing myself to be a better person but it seems that i cant get over the past. I know mistakes had been done and forgive but i cant forget it. Sometimes when you're not around with me, i will have alot in my mind and questions which i don't even know the answer to it. If this relationship wont work out anymore then i don't know what to say anymore because i gave my best and everything to this relationship. Im not saying that i give up or anything but if this relationship still could be save then YES i will do it even if i have to go through all downs and ups just to make this relationship last and stay.

When it comes to love, i never deny or lie.

Im ain't afraid of getting hurt again and again but im afraid of being fool by you because the love i had for you is true and sincere.

Im just sucks at love.

How i wish i could be a barbie doll because she's plastic and wont get hurt or bleed.

2011-06-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

Happy 7TH MONTHSARY love :D
Im sorry for always being the cause of our fight but seriously im a very jealous person.

i only want you for myself! I LOVE YOU VERY THE MUCH !

You are my bestbest boyfriend :D

I Miss You So Much :D

2011-06-20T16:51:00.003+08:00

Second day at work was damm relaxing :D
Not much things to do since the boss is not in.
Im down with slight fever again and terrible sorethroat and flu :)
i need someone to pamper me to sleep tonight, but he wont be there for me :(
Cant wait for 15 July,Harry Potter movie.

Seriously im BORED at work. There's still 1 hour left for me to end work.
im all alone now in office.
what a NICE monday im having.
meeting my group members after work to do our law video.
I miss boyfriend alot but i guess he's too busy with his work.
Cant wait to spend time with him for 3days straight but wondering will it still happen
after all this fights ? hmm. *wondering*

2011-06-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

HURT.HURT.HURT.HURT.HURT.HURT.

Seriously, i had enough of all this lies.

i'm SO HAPPY with all the lies you given me, didnt know you are so good at lies.

i dont know why must you lie and lie and lie. just out with the truth.

we get this done now and straight, no more turnings round and round with lies.

i want the fucking truth right now !

i aint a doll that you can toy with.

2011-05-23T19:48:00.005+08:00

I want make a confession to this guy above.

Im deeply in love with you. You may not be as handsome as other guys are but to me you are. With a sincere heart im loving you,caring and concern about you. Thanks for all those sacrifices you have done for me. I promise i will change slowly and i know it may take times. Im sorry if i hurt you and dissapointed you. In this relationship we have learn alot of things. Its been 6months going through ups and downs with you. I love you with my whole heart. Hope we could last till fate separate us.

If we are fated to be with each other, we will crossed each other paths again in the future.

2011-04-26T17:28:00.001+08:00

Im in love with this guy above.
Im holding on tightly to this relationship :D

2011-04-24T22:49:00.001+08:00

Its best not to know more than you should.

It hurts so much to know it before someone told you.

Why cant just you be true to me ?

Im hurt plus

2011-04-18T20:10:00.001+08:00

I feel so hurt. There's not even a single soul caring about my heart. I'm really very hurt. I never fail to take good care of his heart but mine is severly damage. Alone crying doesn't really help to ease this burdens, he cares more for his self rather than me. I need you to comfort me but what u did is making me crying and crying non-stop. I know you have problems and u want me to concern you more. Each single day I have to make myself happy and trying my best to text you happily.

- I want to be happy again . FML

Zoo with Love

2011-04-08T22:48:00.004+08:00

I had FUN night and day with bf.

Went Singapore Zoo with bf today.

Hot weather + "Hot" boyfriend = BEST DAY at the zoo ;D

Loving him more each day.

2011-04-01T18:20:00.002+08:00

Time to time im always the one whom feel lonely.

im very disappointed with everything around me.

each time i wanna meet you, you are always too busy for me.

its either you are busy at work or tired or fall asleep.

i thought today i could spend a day with you but it was just a wishful thinking on my own part.

i really miss you alot.

im really sad and hurt.

you have change, its seems that you just dont have any time for me anymore.

2011-03-29T01:43:00.003+08:00

Im sorry, i didnt mean to hurt you.

i really need you badly.

for 4 hours u leave me alone, i feel so lonely.

You are not here to cool me down and ask me to stop crying.

its so hurt to feel alone without u caring about me.

i need you to care and concern about me.

baby, i need you badly.

i love you so much, please dont leave me alone.

2011-03-28T18:52:00.001+08:00

How many lies must i hear to have a happy ending ?

2011-03-28T18:51:00.001+08:00

Im tired faking a smile while deep down im just hurt.

2011-03-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

I want to give up.

4th monthsary

2011-03-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th Monthsary, Ahmad Tirmizi Bin Kahar Muzakar.

His the best i ever had. He make me laugh like no others. He pamper me like i'm a princess.

He try to be there whenever i need him. His the one that i need the most now, His the one that open my heart to love someone and appreciate someone once again. I love him thru thick and thin. He never fail to make me feel that i'm special.

Thanks dear for not giving up on me, give me time and i will prove to you that i have change and i wont show you anymore attitude. You are always the first person in my mind every morning and last person in my mind every night.

You are so special baby.
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH BABY !

All those memories being with you from the start was the best moments in my love life.

I never spend my birthday with my boyfriend and you are the first boyfriend who spend my 18th bday and who asked me to be yours after we had our dinner. It was the most touching moment ever. I remember how we first met, how we had our first kiss and hug.

Ahmad, you are simply the best. Ohmygosh u are the sweetest thing that happened to me in 2010/2011.

I remember the days when u hug me while you are sleeping and snoring.

Hunns, i love you deeply.

I wish us last long and all the best in maintaining our relationship this way.

2011-02-26T17:56:00.002+08:00

I miss you badly love.

im sorry i just want you to be more concern about me.

The way you text me hurts me alot.

you dont even care about me.

do you really love me ?

it seems like you are with someone else.

2011-02-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i feel that he doesn't care or even concern about me or is it me being insecure.

Ouhwell, its gonna be tough for me this two weeks since i have to study for 4 modules. 2 modules consists of memorising, 1 module consists of Good English and the last module is all about numbers which i'm gonna put a lot of efforts in studying this module. Hope the best for me :D

I love my boyfriend so much :)

iloveyouu

2011-02-17T17:27:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend:

Thanks for always being the best. You never fail to cheer me up whenever we fight.

i'm in love with you deeply :)

its getting harder each day.

2011-02-17T17:15:00.004+08:00

Accounting getting harder each day, i don't know how am i gonna survive for this upcoming exam ? Too much module for me to memorize but i'm left with 2 weeks more to exam days.

Thanks to 3 of my classmate for cutting my fringe to bangs and tie-in my hair.

i got the best < 3

2011-02-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

Its been months i leave my blog to dust.

Life is just amazing as it is even though exams are nearing in a few weeks time.

its been 3months being with love.

he has been there for me each day without fail making me laugh and smile at his text, im glad to meet him indeed his the best in pampering me and loving me with all his heart. Its just that sometimes i just cant appreciate him at his best. I'm sorry if sometime my attitude towards you sucks. i just love you so much and nothing can change it now.

Valentines Day 2011 indeed was a memorable one.

Thanks for my 2 beloved classmates for the gift, hope you like mine.

Thanks love for giving me such a nice gift and a sweet little card which is really very touching.

hope you like the gift i gave you, sorry for being too kinky with the gift.

My best love, Ahmad Tirmizi :)

2010-12-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

It’s my very first time to feel this way. Seems like my first romance, though you haven’t said those words that would probably confirm your feelings. Yet, I am but another girl who experience things for the very first time. I am afraid. That is the thing. I’m afraid of being hurt, of having a broken heart, of being too serious, of being played on, specifically, I am afraid of being not taken seriously. I don’t know but I think if I’ll let my heart fall now, I’ll be taking things too seriously since it’s my first.

Yet, what I was just thinking of is to be complacent and just enjoy this feeling, no regrets. Even if people tries speculating about us in the future… I still don’t know. But, as I go back through your messages and our conversations. Things just made me feel like going on and let things happen…

Either way, no one can tell us what to do and to feel. Not even those elderly who says too much about love, they can’t stop us from feeling this way. No one can ever place verdict on what we’re feeling when we know that this love is ours.

IM DONE ; )

2010-07-01T03:54:00.000+08:00

i want to shout that im DONE with my cmb projects.
and i guess i have to start writing my script for the presentation.
i hope i wont be blank when i stand infront of my whole classmate.
if not it will all be wasted. Hoping the best out of everything ;)
IM SMILING with a SMILING HEART ;)

Ouhwell,
i guess i should bid farewell to my holidays this sunday. I cant get enough of sleeping, watching tv, be a lazy pig, eat as much as i can and accompany my baby all day long. Im sure gonna miss tonning with my baby while we have our heart to heart talk. I just love him more even though we fight like cats and dogs.
I will miss eating junks food while watching show with him on his lappy.
I will miss eating supper with him at our all time favourite place, Macdonald.
I will miss talking to him late at night.
I will miss spending our times together.
I will miss chatting with him with a sweet voice ;)
I in love with him ;)
Im taken

SCHOOL REOPENING SOOON, IT MEANS STRESS COMING KNOCKING MY FRONT DOOR ;)
Till here then, i want to continues web cam with baby and on the phone with him.
ILOVEYOU;)

2010-06-25T00:04:00.005+08:00

Im boreddd and im really bored.
now then i realize that i didnt eat the whole day.
can you just imagine it without eating the whole day and not even feeling hungry.
its so weird of me. Maybe i eat all those hurts he gave me.
Ouhwell, i craving for alot alot of foods now.
Im back to the way of me living my life.
i guess after im done with my exams, projects and case study,
i will be out enjoying my life to the fullest ; )
i miss working, i guess i will find for jobs real sooon or should i just return back to my old jobs.
hmmm wondering about it. but i guess i will start work after my exams.
i will try to love my life like i used to ;)

HHHOOOOLLLIIIDAAAYYS !

2010-06-11T11:25:00.003+08:00

HELLOOO ; )
Ouhwell, i cant wait to wish bblove at 12 AM sharp.
SCHOOL END FOR THIS MONTH ! HOLIDAYS COME IN !
YEAHHHHHH ; )

Will be meeting bb today. wanna watch the Karate Kid. weee, gonna give bb the things that i do for himm but just one only. Im done with my BE CASE STUDY! and its like so long 600 words. and end up i know that must be less than 400 words. SO damm it but its okay since i know i done my best. Thanks bb for helping me out with my case study too. THANKS sweetheart.

too many things to be done ; (

2010-06-09T20:31:00.001+08:00

Hellooo ; )
Been busy lately in school. didnt turn up for school on Monday because i was too tired of SHOPPING the day before monday which is sunday, went out with my dearest classmate to TOWN & BUGIS. on that particular day i wore HEEELS. We meet around 2plus at yishun. Then train-ed to 313 Somerset. had our lunch at LJS. then we walk around. went to see the cakes for bb<3 at The Icing Room. Then we walk to Fareast shopshopp. Then took cab to Bugis. REach there, we shop around finding for some clothes but nothing caught my eyes except for the skirt. woooohooo, halfway walking, my legs KILLING me. so bought slippers and straight wore it.Then continue shopp.
i bought 1 skirt, socks and slipper. Pathetic me. too bad that NOTHING caught my eyes. but still i had fun with my 3 funny classmates ; ), overall i enjoy the days. we went off around 10plus. reach admiralty meet bb<3 then he send me home. THANKS ; )

Monday the day i SLEEEEP like one pig ;)

Tuesday turn up for school for BE & ACCOUNTING.
OA lesson was cancel and its was like A BIG SMILEEE ; )

Wednesday which is today. I EAT LIKE A LOT siahhh!
went school with my dearest susuri.
While having our OA lesson, i ate 4Nuggets with Green Tea.
While having CMB lesson i ate SOURSOUR SWEEETS.
WHile Lunch i ate 2 RotiPratas(1egg&1plain) and MEE SOTO with 1 Mineral water & Chocolate Milk. SHIOOOOOOK ; )
WHile BE Lesson, My mouth STOP CHEWING. (rubbish)
BE LESSON END.
When bishan walk around to find bb<3's stuffs.
Then train-ed to YISHUN with liting.
AGAIN i ATE, MCFLURRRRYY ; )
then went to buy the "THINGS" at SOMEWHERE.
Bought myself a Leopard prints landyark(idkhowtospell). Im in LOVE with it.
Then accompany ting to eat at Japanese Foodstreet.
Then we walk arounddd.
Around 6plus. we went different directions.
I went to buy ChickenRice for me and bb<3.
Train-ed down to Marsiling. Meet bb<3 near his house.
Pass his food, See your ling so GOOD tabao for you food.
Then cabbed back home.
NOW im EATING AGAIN, CHOCOLATES AND my brain bursting SOOOON.
I just dunno what to write for my Business Environment stupid CASE STUDY!

Ouhwell,
GET WEELLLL SOOON bb<3 MUACCCCCKS ;]

On the 28,29 & 30 will be having a CLASS BONDING CHALET.
Its been a long time since i go to a chalet so yeahh im going since they already plan so much. Bb<3 dont worry your plan is still gonna happen, 7MONTHS REACHING!
I LIOKE ; )

Till here then, needa continue my case study.

I LOVE MY BB<3 !

AWFULLY CHOCOLATE ; )

2010-06-05T18:10:00.002+08:00

helloooo ; )
Yesterday went out with baby to Vivocity. Actual plan was to SENTOSA but it was raining heavily in woodlands. so went to vivocity aound 5plus reach there.
had our early dinner at Pizza Hut then walk aroundd.
Atlast i get to eat at AWFULLY CHOCOLATE. i eat the chocolate muffins, baby eat the chocolate ice-cream and we bought home the dark chocolate truffles.
the chocolates are heaven! YUMMMMY ; ) Then we took train to Westmall.
Watch the movie killer at 9.20pm the show end at 11pm then had our ealy supper at kopitiam, i didnt eat much. at 12.10am we watch SEX AND THE CITY2. i lioke., 5/5 . After the show we walk around till we found a cab. Reach home at 3plus in the morning. Straight went to sleeeep.
Tomorrow going out with my classmates to town.
im sure gonna see the CAKEEEEE !
weeeeee ; )
will upload the awfully chocolate pictures soooonnn .

Baby birthday is comingggg 12062010

i lioke ; )

2010-05-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

YEAAAAAH ; )
Be Ca is finally OVER. Like atlast i could relax my mind. Im craving for fondue. i want to eat it now but im just too tired to go out so i guess lets eat it soooon okay baby ? Firstly i want to thanks to my baby for accompanying me study for the past few days. Sorry if i keep being unreasonable for small little things ;)

GREATSINGAPORESALES is here. i want SHOPPPING sooooon ; )
Till here thennn,

Baby, sorrrrrrrry if being so noisy everyday.

2010-05-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

i LOVE boyfrienndd ; )

i hate youu

2010-05-23T07:50:00.003+08:00

im boreddd ; (
its 8am in the morning right now, and im still not asleep yet due to unable to sleep. Currently im watching tv and listening to songs. Ouhwell i guess you must be wondering why right. i just dont wish to sleep cause im not tired since i have already sleep in the whole afternoon yesterday.
im just too down right now.

im picking my broken pieces back slowly.
i know im strong and i could do this.
everything happen has its own reason.
you should ask yourself why i left.
i have endure with it for a long time.
been asking you to change but you didnt, you took me for grantedd.
ouhwell, whatever happen life still moves on.

I HATE YOU CALLING HIM B !!!!

2010-05-22T21:14:00.004+08:00

HELLOOO ; )
its been a long time since i blog.
CA for accounting is OVER, im left with BE and OA. I will be very happy if i could atleast score B for BE and AGF. Praying for it to happen. Ouhwell, life has been Fun. I just Love doing Accounting but its getting difficult each topic. Yesterday met up with favourite girl had a chat with her about everything had happen. Im glad that she's okay right now.
Wont be meeting boyfriend for this week since i have to study for my exam.
i cant wait for Holiday, Yeaaah.

Boyfriend, i didnt know that you would do that to me. i forgive you and im forgetting about everything you have done. So please treat me with respect. Stop accusing me the things that i havent done. it so unfair dear. Im just too hurt.
Lastly, IM SICK! i hate this irritating cough and sorethroat.

TIRINGG DAY ; )

2010-05-15T12:42:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOO ; )
Yesterday was the most TIRING day. School start at 8am and end at 1pm.
Had my OA lesson alone since *shuri* went to watch movie in the auditorium with her classmates. So lesson ended early at 12plus. Baby fetch me in school. then cabb-ed down to ToaPayoh. Watch movie, Robin Hood. After that took cab home. Change clothes then took cab to Woodland stadium. play-ed badminton with baby till 6plus. then wait for baby at the swimming pool. we swin till 8plus. then walk to Al-ameen. had our dinner there, took bus home. baby send me home. wash up then talk otf with baby till 11plus then sleeep.

Ouhwell, today will be playing bowling and watch movie with baby later on.
im sure im gonna get 70points or 65 points for baby. woooohooo.
im gonnna get ready later. wanna eat my lunch, till here thennn.

I LOVE MY BABY!

CA ? CA ? CA ?

2010-05-13T16:35:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOO ; )

Yesterday did our BE Test.

All those words that i remember wasnt been asked in the paper. So we did what we did, i guess the one sit beside us should know what we did. Today nothing much. had Agf lesson and Cmb. End school at 1pm, went for our F1 Briefing. Ended at 2plus. straight went home with IQA peeps. reach admiralty, bought my double macspicy then went home. Currently listening to songs while updating this blog of mine. Going to study soooon.

Ramdom

My body feel/want to dance to the rythm of those loud beats in the clubs, but too bad i have to wait for holidays since group works, discussion,exams and assignment + case study are just around the corner.

I wannt to get highhhh and drunkk like all those times in the past.

My beer belly is getting WORSE. How to burn those fat tummys ??

*wondering*

Its been 2 Months i have stop smoking. Unbelivable right ? did all this because of my baby and the betting make between my friends. NO MORE SMOKING FOR ME.

Baby i love youuu so muchhh ; )

2010-05-11T13:22:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOO ; )
Ouhwell, wont be updating as much as i did last time since my CA is around the corner.
Having my accounting ca on 8 May and its like a 1 week more. and 31 May having BE.
Tomorrow is unit 2 BE Test. SO STREEESSS ; (
Accounting getting harder but still managing it.
I miss my boyfrienddd.
Sometimes i do feel like letting go of everything but i cant bcause i love you too much baby.
Currently having OA lesson. after Oa will be going to Formula 1 briefing. Hope can get it.
Till here thennn .

2010-05-09T20:45:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO ; )
Weekends has been spent nicely with baby.
nothing much to elaborate and wont be updating that much.
i just love spending my time with boyf and i do love those time fighting with him too. Boyfriendddd i love you..
Tomorrow school start at 8am and end at 3.30pm.
Baby is working so i guess tomorrow will be heading home straight after school.

; 5 Months 1 Weeks 5 days old ; )

2010-05-07T11:51:00.002+08:00

Helloo Peeeeps.
Currently im in school. school end in 1hour time. Atlast i make up my mind not to go for my cca since the heat is killing me and burning me and its located at Marina Barrage, so far and we need to travel back our own self. So will be meeting baby later at his house and will be going to Bugis and Town since i wanna find Babygirl pressy! i still BLANK about getting the stuffs for her. Ouhwell i guess i will buy something nice for her. Hope she lioke it. Ouhwell, im boredddd currently im doing my oa assignment. its getting tougher for accounting and can feel the pressure around me. Gonna practice this weeekends, practice makes perfect. ; )

i love my boyfriend !

2010-05-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

Today went to school as per normal. this cramps are hurting me. School end at 4pm. went to meet baby at Bishan mrt, train-ed to Yishun. had our late lunch together. after lunch walk around, bought my famous amos then we head back home. baby sent me home and he took cab home. eventhough we spent a little time together still i love youu fat ass baby ! Dont worry i wont make this relationship go down the drain again cause i know we can go through all this obstacles together. Baby, eventhough you are such a pain in the ass still i love you ! Tomorrow end school at 1pm i guess straight home and study plus sleeeping. Currently my stomach is groooling asking me for fooood. Till here thenn,

Baby, We are 5 months and 8 days old.

2010-05-05T09:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND !

MAY ALL HER WISHES COME TRUE!
LET CELEBRATE THIS SATURDAY!
LETS DRINK TILL WE DRUNK!
GOSSIPS TILL WE THIRSTY!
I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDDDD ;)

MUACCCCCKS !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL HUDAA BTE TOOOOOT !

2010-05-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Peeeeps.
Today the worst day ever! didnt turn up for school due to my menses pain. And so wake up in the noon and a visit to clinic with baby. we fight before we even meet up. waited for my number everything. we kiss and sorry for everything. went to have our lunch at Teh Tarik. didnt have the mood to eat due to my menses. so we took cab to Sembawang SSC, thought of buying the things for saturday but nothing caught our eyes. then we took the shuttle bus to Sembawang Mrt. walk around. bought baby hairspray for work. wanted to have our dinner at KFC but end up something happen and we fight again. we fight and fight and fight till we solve it. then walk till 8pm then took cab home. we fight AGAIN because i scold him something which he hates it. HAISHH !

Baby,
Im sorry alright. can we stop fighting ? i really tired of fighting with you every single days. i just wish for us to be like last time. Scold me as much as you want still i love you. i want a understanding boyfriendd not a boyfriend who fight with his girlfriend 24 hours. everyday you came back from work i try to tahan my attitude but what you did ? you scold me and throw tantrums. i change for you. i stop smoking for you. i stop clubbing for you. i didnt contact any guys. i did everything for you. what more you want b ? IM SORRY okay ? lets just forgive and forget everything can ? I LOVE YOU !

BOREDD !

2010-05-02T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Peeeps ~
Yesterday plan was cock up. didnt turn out as what i plan. As per normal boyf keeps nagging at me. Went to Plaza Sing, though of watching Iron Man 2 at there and its like all the time slot is FULL, so we went to Novena, walk around. then around 7plus we trained to Toa payoh. had our dinner at the kopitiam. Bought my famous amos. then we watch Iron man 2. the movie end at 12am. so chill around at 1am we took cab back home. so tireddddd. nxt week will be out with my 2 bestbabygirl and boyfriend too. ouhwell, today rotting at home is sucha bored. baby is out with family while me stuck at home with my television. currently i just finish eating my macspicy which i order awhile ago due to my lazyness of walking in the hot weather. and now im craving for KFC CHICKEN ! Tomorrow streeesss ?

I MISS BOYFRIENDDD !

2010-04-30T20:34:00.003+08:00

IM BOREDDD !
I wanna wish my BELOVED Brother/Bestfriend a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
SOrry lmbt wish kaw, i was totally forget la but still aku ingat okay!
Will meet you next weeek and belanja go makan okay abg ?
alaaa tkmorh majok okay. heehehe.
i wanna wish him last long with his girlfriend.
and im here for you if you need any help and i know you will be there whenever i need your help. i never regret knowing you abg. we are so rapat that ppl think we are couples but we aint you know. we are just like brothers and sister, siblings, friends and bestfriend. we drink, fun, chill, club, drunk together. Ouhwell, aku sayang abang aku yg Chibai ni ! hehe, my one and only brother AlepCHIBAI .

Im waiting for my baby to end work at 12am. currently watching my favourite cartoon show, Spongebob while waiting for my Channel 8, 9pm show. Boyfriend, i love you and cant wait for tomorrow. I kinda miss playing games using boyf's itouch.
Baby, everyday fight with you is a pain yknow. Can stop all those fights ? I had enough le. Thanks baby, you know how much you mean to me.

IM BOREDD

2010-04-30T12:04:00.003+08:00

HElloooo Peeeps.
Currently im in school right now. Having my OA Lessons is like so IRRITATING and BORING. Mostly i know how to do everything. Should have score A for OA AND CRN and i will exempted to all modules. Wont get to meet boyfriend today. TOMORROW MUST BE HAPPENING alright baby ! i want SHOPPPPING, boyfriend say next sat we can go SHOPPING! i cant wait siahh, i want get a new bag, this time round a smaller bag. and shoe for my S&W lessooon. I just recover from all those body cramps and thinking of Monday is making me feel it again. Badminton again ? i think so.

i miss Boyfriendd.
Yesterday we had a REAL BAD FIGHT!
but now we are just FINE and HAPPY!
you know b, sometime you can be a pain in my ass but still i love youu!
till here thenn!

2010-04-28T17:07:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOO PEEEEPS !
just reach home from school. went home with some of my classmate.
Had FUN in school. i really HATE going OA lesson, its like wasting my time when i know EVERYTHING due to i learn it last year. Im loving my course and i want become a study freak, you people think can ? And im impressed with myself bcause i have been revising my accounting work over and over again. If im not wrong in 3 to 4 weeks time its my CA and its like so fast. A's for everything! Hope so. BOYFRIENDDD, I MISS YOUU IDIOT ! Didnt fetch boyf today since im really TIRED. Till here then i wanna cook maggi for myself. yummy im craving for TOMYAM. hehee.

SCHOOOOL = FUN + KNOWLEDGE

Two faces bitch ?

2010-04-04T14:04:00.003+08:00

Hellooo peeeps.
I just wake up from my beautiful sleep. It's like atlast no one disturb me from my sleeep. I'm still lying down on my bed. Boyfriend have to work at 5pm today, so I guess I have to wait for him againnn. I'm craving for alot of foodd. And boyf promise he will bring me to eat all those food After I get well, so Boyf you must do as what you say. I guess I'm getting a new phone this week before I start school,I hope. I'm boredddddd right now. Have been playing itouch for hours and hours. Shittt,school starting soon and I have no skirt at all to go to school. Dammm it. I guess once school start I have to purchase it straight. I think once I start school, I will be very busy trying to cope with all those modules. I really hope i could go through it, if not I guess I have to drop to another course. Prayinggg hardd everything will be fineeee. Boyfriennd , we go out next weeeeek alright ? I want watch movie, eatt all those food I want, shoppping and alot more la.

It's been the worst days ever.

2010-04-03T16:38:00.002+08:00

Hello peeeps.
It's been my worst wednesday till Saturday. I fall sick like a girl dying soon in her bed. I'm having urine infection and it Leeds to backbone ache. I guess today morning is the worst day ever. Was in so pain that I wake boyf up and mummy up. I cry to sleeep like small pathetic baby due to the pain. And I keep vomiting. Have no energy to even speak a word . Thanks to mummy for accompany
me the whole night till I fall asleep. Thanks boyf for pampering me to sleep. I guess will be visiting the doctor again later. It's been 1week I'hv not going to work and I'm on MC. Currently I'm lying down on my bed and updating this blog of mine using itouch. I miss my boyfriend,babysis and my bgf. If not because of this sickness I would be able to meet my babysis, I miss her so muchhhh! Thanks bgf for those caring moments u given to me. Will not be working for this moment till boyf allow me since he didn't want me to tired myself. I kinda missing work but too bad I'm too weak even to stand up right now. 1more week till school start and I still not ready for school, haven't get my pecil case and watch. And I still haven't get enough of boyfrienddd. I want to be out with him Soonn after i get Better from this sickness. Till here thennn.

I love boyfriendddd!

BLAST!

2010-03-31T20:08:00.003+08:00

Helloo Peeeeps !
Yesterday was the BLAST baybeh. But didnt shopp that much since something happen which really make my mood downnnn! Thanks to boyfriend for making me smile again. Took cab to his house at 1plus. and he still havent bath, like chibai siahh. Then he sleeep back till 2plus. Fcuking irritated siah. Keep asking him to bath and it really make me feel like slapping his face siahh. Opps sorry boyf but its really irritate me. Around 2plus we took cab to Bugis. Had our lunch at this one restaurant and the food is simply nice, and i like the show they switch on in the restaurant. After lunch, walk around. boyf bought his jeans and clothes from praise & dunno what shop ah. while me bought two dress, jeans and accessories at diva. Then we train-ed to Orchard, went to FarEast bought 1 long sleeves and shirt then had our dinner at Sakura Cafe. We two person eat like 4 person eat siah. I order Chili Crab and wanton, while boyf order prawns, hotplate chicken and rice. After dinner, we took cab to Admiralty. Bought my new number and stuffs. Then chill till 10.30pm. Im SICK. im having Blader Infection and its like FCUKING PAIN siahhh!!
Thanks Boyf for EVERYTHING !
Thanks for lending me your phone and itouch.

Ouhwell, Today went to polyclinic, done with my X-ray and stuffs. Cabbed to Polyclinic since i dont wish to wait for so long but this is what happen, I went register at 2plus and i went in for xray at 3plus. i get to see doc at 5plus. everything end at 6pm. Like FUCK siah. Boyf is busy working today so he cant accompany me so hettybaby accompany me as she also need to see the doc for TOOOT ! Ouhwell, Till here then.

I CANT WAIT TO MEET MY BABYSIS TOMORROW!!!!!

BTW I HAVE CHANGE MY NUMBER, SO DO ASK FROM ME SINCE I HAVE LOST ALL THE CONTACTS WHICH I HAVE, AND I ONLY MCG WHO'S NUMBER I CAN REMEMBER!
THANKS!

Enjoy

2010-03-29T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Peeeeeps.
Didnt turn up for work today since im too tired and my toe is giving me problems. So wakeup at 1plus, get ready and stuffs. Take cabb to Boyf house then wait for him to bath everything. then cab to Polyclinic. waited for my number end up the doc ask me come tmr for X-ray. So went to eat then took cab home. So i guess tomorrow will be going to polyclinic again for X-ray then off we go for our SHOPPPPING ! Boyfriend gonna pay for everything, so excited baby! Wanna know what i will get for tomorrow, stay tune for tmr's update.
I have already bought my guess bag and necklace which cost boyf 230bucks.

I love youuu my Choacheebye boyf !

Thanks Dearessstt ! ILY!

2010-03-26T11:59:00.003+08:00

Helloo peeeeps.
Been working morning shift for the past two days.
On Thursday work at 10am but we came at 11am and end at 4pm. All we did was standing at the coffee station. Tiringgg. After work we bus-ed down to take our pay. Then meet dearest outside tcc, lucky he found his way there. Then hetty went to meet her boyf while me and dearest train-ed to Vivocity, went to bought tickets for the movie, Kidnapper. Then after that went to eat at LJS. Then went in for the movie at 7pm. The movie end at 9pm. Then we walk around. Went into the Guess Shop and Spent more than 30mins inside. He bought for me the bag i want and he bought guess necklace for me. I LIKE IT! THANKS Dearest b ! Then went to have our early supper at Macd. Then went to wait for cab like fcuking so longg so we call for a cab and it takes like 15mins siaa, atlast there's one good hearted driver to take our call. so reach home around 11plus.

Today wakeup in the morning. We are LATE again. supposedly we start work at 7am but we reach at 7plus and we stuck at the security since our names are not there, then blahblah. we start work 8plus. All we did is AGAIN standing at the coffee station. Tiringgg. End work at 2pm. Then both went separate way. As for hetty, she went to meet her crew and for me i went ToaPayoh since mummy say thats the biggest Popular and nearer. So train0-ed to TPY. Bought my school stationery, spent around 30bucks for everything. Then been force by dearest to take cab home due to he scare i alone. Siao right ? So went to POSB and withdraw money as dearest transffered me money to take cab. So walk aroundd TPY looking for stuffs. Then bought food at Popeye. Then wait for cab like for 10mins. Then reach home aroudn 5plus. Eat everything went to sleeeep. Wakeup at 10plus at night just now.
Currently surfing the net, while waiting for dearest to reach home.
Ouhwell, Tomorrow will be working at Regent at 6pm and same goes for sunday. And Monday im not sure yet where i will be working and Tuesday SHOPPING day for me and dearest,WEDNESDAY will be working in the morning at Capella, Thursday Outing with my BABYSIS, Saheeda. Friday will be working in the morning and same goes as Saturday and Sunday will be working at RWS. School starting real sooon. Cant wait since im already sick and tired of going work and staying at home. im bored of it alreadyy!
Till here thennn ~

Thanks dearest for treating me so good. One day as i say i will be yours but everything takes time. Lets take things slowly alright ! Happy 4th Months Anniversary !

2010-03-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

2010-03-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

“ Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t. "

Should i just move on ? Im wondering.

happpyy ~

2010-03-24T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeeeeps ~
Yesterday work alone at Hardrock Hotel Bar. And its like BORINGGGG, its like 5 hours of standing and just take orderss of drinks. Actually should end work at 1am but since there's nothing for us to do so they sent us home at 10pm. So after that train-ed to Dhoby ghaut meet dearest then train-ed to Admiralty had our supper at Macd. Like again i ate Macspicy. YUMMYY. i think im growing fat soooon. Ouhwell, im not working today so i guess gonna rot at home againn.
Tomorrow still im unsure of where im working at. And tomorrow is my pay and its like so little siahh due to didnt work for 1 weeek. So there will be No shopping this pay but i guess i still can shop on the 30th March since Dearest promise me he will bring me out for shopping and he pay for everything. GREAT babe, i lovingg it cann i ? its like once in awhile people treating me.
he did that because he wanna stop me from going to clubb. Awesome babe.
i LOVE the way he treat me just like a Princesss. Thanks dearrrr!

I wanna get that
Guess Bag,
that Necklace,
New dresss ++ shirt ++ jeans,
New watch,
New accessories,
Cannn I dearrest ?

2010-03-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

Specially for YOU :
Here i am trying my best not to quarrel with you and here you are trying to boil my blood. what the fcuk you want more ? Is it not enough the way i treat you and everything ? To whoever who dont like me LOVING HIM you all can just fcuk off alright. my heart is the one who gonna get all those sufferings not you guys. Please alright. My life and i have the right to choose the one i want to be with. No one can control me on this particular things and even you alright. Im sorry. You do have a place but not more then him. Thanks for your understanding! Better stop all this issues before i stop this datings/friendship with youu.

210609

2010-03-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

Helloo Peeeeps ~
210609 is quite a special date for us. I guess some should know who right. Yesterday was our 9months knowing each other. It was the LUCKIEST day i guess ? Because i have been feeling so happy and im so lucky on that day.
I have been eating MacSpicy every night after i end my work and before i went to sleep. I guess its been 3 or 4 days i have been eating it.
Beeen working non-stop, and today is my off day and here i am resting my ass out at home. Watching tv and surfing the net is what i doing today plus eating titbits non-stop. And its like atlast babysis call me up and we chit chat for 1 hour plus.

Babysis, i miss youuuuuu ! Ouhwell, i aint that patience but if thats what can move his heart and let him feel touched then im willing to do it. Its been months and months im waiting to no avail, but i know one day everything will happen my way but i guess it will be a Long wait, its okay cause im still willing to wait that long even if it takes another year. As i do really love him and only him i guess that i have love this long. Like what i said, i wont build my happiness on other people's sufferings. Babysis, dont worry cause im really very happy with what i have now and not sad about anything at all bcause i learn how to take things easily and steady. I guess you should learn to take things easily as you know that not all things will happen your way. Cinta tak boleh di paksa so kaw harus bersabar okay b. Never tear for a guy that dont worth it. Please, i love youu sis.

2010-03-19T14:17:00.002+08:00

Ouhhwell, so trueeee baybehh. but i didnt get those hugs nor did i go home and cry, so not me. but i love him.

Will be working at 6pm till 12am at Regent Hotel. Im suffering from those memories those stupid memories those sickening memories. I neeeed to wash all those away but i cant ? i wanted it to happen but it happen the other way round. Does he really mean it what he say ? Ouh only god knows if he does. get over it munirah !! im tryingg baybehh ! Till here thenn.

Babysis, Saheedaa.

2010-03-19T02:31:00.002+08:00

Babysis,
you have been thinking too much. How i wish i could meet you as when as i like but i just cant since im working and i cant cancel it, if we cancel we have to deduct 25bucks. So im really sorry that we cant meet this sat and fri. im really sorry but eh dont worry since school starting sooon for me. i guess bishan and yishun are not that far right ? so we could meet as when as we like after school. we can have our lunch together or even chill or study together. babysis you still the one i treasure laa bb. You know we could never do without eachother. I will be very busy this whole month since im going to work my ass out since i wont be able to work that much when im starting to schoool. so Babysis, i hope let us be patience and go this hard path alone for awhile because here i am suffering too without you here. So let us meet when april start alright bbysis ? You never lose me alright. Im still here praying hard that everything will be fine for you.
I LOVE YOU BABYSIS !

Im CONFUSEDDD ~

2010-03-19T01:58:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Peeeps.
Ouhwell, its late at nighta lready and im still awake due to i just reach home from work. i havent bath yet since im too tireddd. Will just wash up later. Finished work at 10.30pm just now. Work at Panpac a chinese restaurant level 37. imagine how high it is. hahaha.

Ouhwell,
I MISS my all time Bestbabygirlfriendddd & my BestSisterLove.
Hudaaa & Shaheeeda.
I miss both of youuuuu.
I wanna say THANKS to the both of youu. you both have been supporting me here and there.
Thanks to hudaa for being there whenever i need someone to be there. She always been there whenever i need someone to advice me and say its wrong about something i do and stuffs.
Thanks for Shaheeeda for being there too. Somehow i wish i could meet you both and hug tightly right now.
Thanks to HETTYYYY, my bestfriend, my small sister. its been 6 years since we know each other. lama ey ? hahaha. aku tk rindu kaw sbb bsok kan jumpe. ahhahaa.

Ouhwell, till here thennn. i wanna say Thanks for those who have been there for me all this while.

I LOVE MY ALL TIME BABYGIRLS ! THOSE THREEE'S !

Enjoyy is my tea cup of lifeee ~

2010-03-16T16:48:00.004+08:00

Helloooo Peeeeeps ~
Went to Zirca yesterday despite i still havent recovered from my sickness. My purpose going there was to meet someone and dance with someone but end up i dance with someone else.

Hudaababy reach my house around 4plus. get ready and stuffs. Train-ed to bishan meet yana and nura. then train-ed to cityhall. meet alepbesty, aki, sydy,wan and the others which i dont know their names. then went to Zirca. chill2 then meet fauzie, bought ticket from him. then waited for the door to open. went in put things in locker. my bestbabygirl cant enter, was abit dissapointed bcause its not fun without her. So went to bought glen vodka, didnt drink much, then i bought beer for myself. then after that chill till 11plus. then went in and party around 12plus went out with nura, we went bought breezer then chill outside, then went in and party. firstly dance with chinese guy. saw my long lost bestfriend, Shimei dance with her then saw this guy which i forget his name and shawal and dance with them. I all the way withthe guy that i dont know his name till the dancefloor close. Funnnnn dancing with him but he wasnt the one i wanted to dance with. so sadddd didnt get to dance with that guy. he even say he will dance with me end up he's not there with me at all But its okay as long as i get to see his face, im happy. After the dancefloor end, went out to meet hudaa and ainiciner. then chill with sydy and wan then around 5plus took cabb back home with nura, yana and hudaa. Hudaa slept at my house. Before we sleeeeep we share our thoughts like per normal. wakeup at 1plus today. send her at the busstop around 3plus. then currently now doing nothing. Im down with TERRIBLE Sorethroat right now. Didnt went to work today as im too tired. tomorrow will be working at 7am till 12pm and wed till friday will be working at 11 to 6pm at Universal Studio, great or what siahh, then Saturday i will be working In-Room Dining at Capella. Ouhwell, 1 more month to school re-opening, cant wait siahhh. i miss to study. Till here thenn ~

To Favourite Boy;
Im Sorrrry that everything ends here. i dont want anything to go on between us anymore. i treat you as a friend only. i love both but i love him more. Im Sorrrrry. Forgive me for all those mistakes. Thanks for everythingg. Atleast you know that i love you once. Takecaree.

IM SICKKKKK ~

2010-03-14T19:26:00.002+08:00

Helloo peeps.
Supposedly has to work today but due to yesterday i work full shift so manager give me an off for today. im sick with flu and fever.
Last Thursday didnt went out with hetty. went out with nura and haikal to bugis at around 8plus . Bought my guess wallet, School shoe and Shirt for bro, earrings for me and my garnier stuffs. spent total of 150bucks.
Ouhwell,
I have nothing much to say.
I missssssssss himmmmm so muchhh.
Atlast he mcg me yesterday making me all smile up.
Thanks.

FUNNNN bby !

2010-03-11T13:57:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Peeeeps.
Im gonna do a FAST update on what happen yesterday and whats gonna happen today. Ouhwell, since i have to rush here and there so i wont go on details that much.

Yesterday wakeup at 4.30am in the morning, imagine hoe tired i am sleeping at 2plus. Get ready and stuffs. went out to work. Train-ed to Cityhall. Then had our breakfast at Macd eventhough we are already late. then walk to Panpacific. get change and stuffs. start work at globnal kitchen then they transfer us to zambugar then transfer us back global kitchen then they send us back home since they have enough people. me and hetty and other 3 guys was been send home by the fcukers. Like KNNNBCCB siahh. imagine how tiring it is to wake up early in the morning. so slack at the canteen till 9plus. went to Suntec macd chill at there till 10plus. then went to take our pay. then went to Bugis walkwalk and had our lunch. then we went library and chill till 5plus. Then went to work at Grand hyatt. work at 6pm till 11pm. Reach admiralty around 12.20am. meet yanasmall and haikal at Macd. Chill till 1plus. then yana send us home by cab. Thanks.

As for today, going our with hetty. im going to buy all the necessary things for school, i know its like kinda early right ? because i will be busy after this week and wont have the time to shop for my school stuffs. and we going to the IT fair at Suntec due to hetty need to buy her laptop. okay till here thennnn.

Boredddd !

2010-03-09T01:37:00.003+08:00

IM BOREDDDDDD ~

AND HUNGRRRRRYYYYY !!!

Anyone want to help me deliver food to my house ?

Siannn, Favourite boy going to sleeep so dont wish to ask him help me since i dont want him tired himself out. dammm it !

fought with favourite boy this few days all because of our attitude. haishhh!

pictures above are ramdom. im bored so i edit and upload.

will be working on wed onwards till Sunday.

so i wont update on those days.

This wed my payday. need to buy school stuffs all.

im ready for school after i get everything done. Cant wait for schoool, i guess ?

I miss those times where me and F.boy on our honeymoon state now its like in HELL state, we have been fighting non-stop and throwing tantrums to each other non-stop. Even when i try to cool down he keep irritate me and that makes me wanna fight with him more. idiottt himm. im pissed off like seriously with him siahh. Decided not to contact him anymore but cant bare to see him leave my life, so we kiss and makeup back. indeed we are very funny. Im sorry for those harsh words F.Boy.

Till here thennn ~

love it ~

2010-03-08T18:42:00.005+08:00

Hello Peeeeps,
Saturday and Sunday been spent with Hetty's Family & Boyfriend since her Sister, Kak Ann getting married on that day and so i help out at her house. Had fun but tiringg. nice knowing her boyfrienddd, last long to the both of youuu. Satuurday night wasnt busy at all. Around 11plus hetty send her boyf to Marsiling Mrt while Me went to meet Favourite boy at Marsiling Mrt too. Chill with him for awhile the he send us near hetty's block. Then went back home, get changed everything, watch tv then went to Sleeeep.
Sunday Morning wakeup pretty early around 8plus. wash face and brush teeth.
Help carry boxes and boxes under the block, heavy siahhh. after that we help out here and there. Then went to bath and everything, get ready and stuffs. the weather is FCUKING HOT siahhh. Then around 1plus went down, eat our lunch then blahblah. help here and there, then hetty's boyf came down with his parents. So sweeet siah both of them, envy them for awhile but who care i still have mine. then blahblaaaah, the wedding over around 6plus. help clean up here there till 11plus. then Favourite boy fetch me near her house. then took cabb back home. put things at home, then went to meet him for awhile and its just for 5mins then he went off. Thanks for sending me home. Thank youuu.

Pictures of last weeeks,

im loving ittt ~

2010-03-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Peeeeps.
Ouhwell, lets SHIT about what happen for the past few days.

Monday,
Have to work at St' Regis at 7am with bestfriend, hetty. So meet up with hetty at 6plus in the morning. We reach there around 7plus. went in but guess what ? our name are not even there. so we fcuk off from there. Call each and every of our manager but to no avail, So we went to Forum Shopping Centre to have our Breakfast at Macd. And the time show 8plus in the morning. So we Chill till 9plus. Then we train-ed back to Marsiling since we wanna get our hair done. Hetty went to perm her hair while me rebond my fringe. So everything end around 1plus. Went to meet Favourite Boy. Then went to had our Lunch at Banquet, CWP. Then went to watch movie together with hetty. We watch one chinese movie called Hot Summer Days. The show really is touching. After the movie end hetty went off since she had dance prac. As for me and Favourite boy we went to watch movie again, From Paris With Love. After the movie we cabb-ed down to toapayoh, though of watching another movie but everything ended so went to chill till 11plus then trained back home.

Tuesday,
Have to work at at Swiss Hotel at 6pm.
Went out around 2plus meet Favourite boy. Then train-ed to Cityhall. Went to had our lunch at Pizzahut. At 5pm went to meet the manager then went to work. Overall work was not tirin but IRRITATING since i had two asshole as my teammates, no teamwork at all. Nearly got in to a fight with them. Finish work at 11pm.Favourite boy fetch me from work. Train-ed back to Admiralty, had our suppper at macd. Then he walk me home. Thanks Favourite Boy.

Wednesday,
Wakeup pretty late at 1 plus in the afternoon,Quickly get change everything. went to meet Shanu, my classmate at Admiralty Last cabin. Trained to Bishan meet up with Gektheng then walk to ite Bishan. reach the school went to register our course. Planning to transfer course but since everyone say dont, so me and shanu didnt transfer course. When to take our ezlink photos and stuffs.
Meet up with our Class advisor. Then went to meet Favourite boy with Shanu, Vera, Louise and Gektheng and Shanu's friend. Then we train-ed to Marsiling, went to play pool. First game i win, so happy till i sit one corner with favourite boy's itouch and play games till 8plus. imagine it ah hopw boring it is cause shanu and her friend went off after a few games then the two guys playing while me ? entertaining my ownself. After that bus-ed down to 300plus went to meet vera's friend. Then vera's friends send us till Toapayoh. Nice car siahh. Sooooon Favourite boy. Watch movie at Toa Payoh. Happy go Lucky which my Favourite actress acting, Fann wong. woooooohooo. After that we Train-ed back to Sembawang then took Cabb to Al-ameen at Marsiling 300plus. Call-ed bestfriend to came down and join us for supper. After that Favourite boy send me home.

Thursday,
Rot at home till 3plus. Get ready and stuffs, meet Favourite boy infront of my house. We trained to Jurong Point. went to catch Alice in the Wonderland 3D. The whole theater was PACK. but overall its a nice show. Before and after the movie we had a VERY BIG arguments between me and favouriteboy.
IM SORRRRRY !

Friday,
As for today, i rot at home the whole day. In the afternoon just now, One of my ex ask to meet him but end up didnt since im too LAZY and the weather is so HOT to the maximum. Currently waiting for my bro to pack for me food, since im too lazy to go out. Btw i accepted Accounting course and i will soon be back to work next week since something happen this week which make me want an urgent leave. Pictures soon will be uploaded since i already transfer everything in the computer but its not in this comp so have to use another comp to upload it.

Saturday ? Sunday ? BOREEDDDD ~

2010-02-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change." taken by Babysis blog

Happppppy ~

2010-02-28T18:23:00.004+08:00

Helllooo Peeeeeps.
Yesterday went out with 2 bestgirlfrienddd, Hudaa & Hetty. Hetty meet me up in my house. She arrived around 2plus. So get ready and stuffs, went out meet hudaa at Amiralty. Then we train-ed to Boon Keng. The purpose of going there was to Highlight my hair and rebonding for hudaa. Once we reach there went to have our late lunch at Macd. I treat both of them to Macdd. After eating, hetty got to go since she have something on. And so me and hudaa went to find the salon and stuffs. We went to Sky Beauty, that was the salon shop name. We do our hair from 6pm till 10plus in the night. Imagine 4 hours plus sitting on the chair for hours and hours but its worth it, i like my hair colour now. After that hudaa went back home since she got something on and for me i train-ed to Orchard meet Alep, sydy, Aki and their bunch of friendds. We slack for awhile then we train-ed back woodland. Then went to meet hafiz, their friend. then went to eat at one kopitiam. After eating we went slacking under one block. Around 2plus, i cabb-ed to Marsiling meet Favourite boy. Around 3plus we cabb-ed near my place, he send me home and off he cabb back home. Reach home at 4am. Wash up and stuffs. Went to bed at 4.30am after on the phone with favourite boy.

Today wakeup at 3.40pm, its been a long time since i get to sleep like piggy. As for today i will be resting at home since the next two days will be working morning shift. Wednesday my off day since i have to go register school at Bishan and after that maybe im going out with Favourite Boy. Thursday and Friday will be working in the Afternoon. Saturday Not sure yet maybe off, Sunday will be working in the morning. Siannnnn ~
I miss that someone who will always make me laugh at his slightest foolish things he do. I misssing you assss ~

Sorry for not updating this blog of mine regularly. Due to working.
I will try to update once i have the time next week.
Pictures of yesterday will be uploaded.

Weeeeee

2010-02-26T01:14:00.005+08:00

Hellooo Peeeeps.
Im back to NORMAL means everything has ended and new life has beginn.
Life have been FUNNNNN. Been spending my days and nights with My Bestfriendds and Alepbesty and Favourite boy. I just love my life now moreee.
As you know right i HATE guy who lie about their status, but too bad im not stupid nor dumb, i have known about it a long ago, thanks to favourite girl who told me about this issue. To that particular guy, you know who you are, trying to be single but you are attached. Thats so not needed, too badd you dont hurt me if thats what you have think about, cause to me you are so not mymy. Ouh please your sweettalk dont make me fall cause my heart is with someone else hunnns. Dont be sad cause you are just another laughing stock.

Ouhwell,Yesterday was the FUNNIEST day since it was the first time i saw besty drunk. Besty should be proud to have me at that moment.
Ouhwell, Today i went shoppinggg with my two FUNNNY colleagues. They make my day. I bought two tops, one bottom, makeups, bangles, two bags, earrings. We were at bugis from afternoon till night. Around 10plus went to meet yana, nura and the others at Cityhall. Then took cabb back to Admiralty. went to eat at macd then took cabb back home. Tomorrow workingg at ResortWorld. Shitttttttt, i miss my Favourite boy. Thought of meeting him just now but since favourite boy is with his friendds so i dont wanna disturb him. Till here thenn.

I just dont understand why you Guys love saying yourself single when you are already attach to someone. Appreciate & Respect the girl you are being with alright, they are humans not Dogs. Thank you.

P.S; Favourite boy, try harder to win me hearty and me.

Im Sorrrrry ~

2010-02-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

Ramdom ~
Im sorry chongjun that i have let everything end here, its because i can no longer go on with this kind of attitude. I need my life badly. I dont want anyone to control my life and the things i want to do. At the first i already told you dont control but still you do it, but ey i wont hate you. i just need my own space. AFterall we are still friends right. i hope you can accept everything. Im sorrrry.
I do Love youuu once.
Now that everything is over i wanna say thanks for those days you takecare of me. Thank Youuu.

Life has been GREAT.

2010-02-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

Helloooo peeeeeps ~
Life has been Fine, Fun and Fantastic. Has been very busy with works & boyfriendd.
Ouhwell, lets spit out what has happen today.
Was suppose to meet boyf at his house in the morning but since im too tired so call him and say i meet him later but end up it become a fight but still we say sorry and make up back. So went to get ready and stuffs. went out of the house with my bro at 2pm. meet boyf under my block then walk with bro to 888plaza since i have to topup for him then after that me and boyf train-ed down to Bukit Gombak. went to bought the movie tickets, Valentine's day, the show start at 4.30pm so we went to had our lunch at Swensens. Then blahblah at 4.30pm went in and the show end at 6.30pm. so after that we cabb-ed down to SEmbawang Park. had our heart to heart talk. around 8plus we cabb-ed down to Admiralty, wanted to eat at Macd but since its full of peoples so we walk back home. Reach home on the phone with kawann, then boyf call and say he bought for me and my bro macd, and so went down to meet him and take the food. See how SWEET is my boyf sometimes but he's been an idiot today make me up and down. Overall i enjoy my day with my idiot boyfrienddddd.

Ouhwell,
Babysis(Shaheeeda)
im happy to read what you post in your blog and im behind here supporting you. Babygirl, trust me that something which had happen that you fcuking wont trust it to be happening right now but it really have happen which i want to talk to you about. Somethings are not meant to say here so i just need you to beep me up as soon as possible bcause i need your advice baby. I miss youu so much. AND babygirl, I GET ACCOUNTING COURSE AT BISHANNNN oii ~ happpy siah i b. hahaaa. i love youu piggg !

Boyfrienddd,
Im Sorry for my attitude but i just feel like you are trying to give me a hint that it will soon be over between us. If it so Why is it happening ? Im just asking so dont get mad at me bcause i aint trying to find trouble with youu. Im sorry honey. i just love youuuu honeyyy !!!

imy ~

2010-02-17T22:58:00.001+08:00

IM SORRRRY ABOUT THE FIGHT WE HAD YESTERDAY NIGHT ! I KNOW ITS MY FAULT SO I AM REALLY VERY SORRY !

Im tireddd ~

2010-02-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

Helllooo Peeps.
Ouhwell, today went out with yana to Causeway Point to get our heels for work. Meet her around 6plus. walkwalk. bought my makeup stuffs everything. At 9plus went to Yana house. Chill till 10plus and i went home. currently im doing nothing, Im waiting for my boyfriend to reach home since he's out with friendds for reunion dinner. Cant deny that i miss him alott. Will not be meeting him till next friday since im busy working and he's busy spending his chinese new year. i will miss him so much but its okay i still have my babygirls.

Ouhwell,
Boyfriendddd, i miss youu alottt ~
its only one day im not meeting you and i already miss you, and i wont be able to meet you for 1 week. but its okay as long as i still cn talk to youuu on the phone, its better than nothing. Honey, dont try to do anything foolish when im not around. Dont do things behind my back hor. I trust you honey.
Just remember i miss you and i love youu alot.

Thanks Favourite Boy`

2010-02-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

Helloo Peeeps,
Ouhwell, basically today i went to work in the morning at Novotel. So i wakeup at 6plus, bath everything meet favourite boy under my block. We went to have our breakfast at Macd located at Admiralty. Then waited for Yanaa, eat breakfast with her too. Around 8plus we cabb-ed down to Novotel. Start work at 10Am. The place was quite Okay. And the people all seriously very FUN plus the manager all NICE people andd this one manager abit Flirt-ish with me and yana. Overall we had fun working there since there's no event and we do abit setting of the table and went to do very very easy tasks. Me and Yana became the Candle girl. Blowing and lighting the Candle was our job. But it was Fun, we ate nuggets and donuts even the manager eat with us. Around 5lpus we went to sign out and everything. Having a Boyfriend like mine was the best due to he fetch me from work eventhough he busy moving things to his new house everything. Thanks boyfrienddd. Then we train-ed to Outram Park, actually wanted to train-ed back but i was so noisy saying im tired and i want sit down in the train but boyf dont allow so boyfriend being so good, we take cabb to his old house at Cck. Once we reach his house, he went to pack his things while me have to help him take his clothes. Then blahhblahh. 8plus we cabb-ed to Marsiling to his new house he put all his things while i waiting for him in the cab then we went to 888plaza. He went to buy some groceries for his new house at Fairprice. My Boyfriendd look like Lao Ah Ma leh. Then at 9pm i accompany boyf to wait for cabb. then i reach home bath everything and currently surfing the net and updating this precious blog of mine.

Ouhwell, Tomorrow will be my Off Day, so please dont call me in the afternoon because i will sleeping like pig if cnn till 4 plus siahh. Saturday i will be working at Resort World Hotel and the pay is like YUMMY. hahahaa. Sunday will be working.Monday, tuesday & Wednesday i will be at Resort World working at the restaurant if im not wrong. And i cant wait for thursday my result for which course i get. Hopefully something i have interest in, if not i have to go course which i fcuking dont like. But still i wondering what course should i get, since i want the same school as boyfriendd so i wont be boredddd in school, and i can see his face everyday and and he cant SKIP school anymore.

Boyfriendd,
Thanks for everything. Thanks for sending me to work despite the busy schedule you have in school and home. And thanks for fetching me from work even if you are tired the whole day moving things from old to new house. Im proud to have you as my boyfriendd. i love you more than anything honey.
Thanks for those memorable. Hope Next week could meet you for one day due to you having CNY. You know how much you mean to me. More than whoever i have mention in the past. You are my past, present & future. Dont worry, i will only have eyes on youu nor the others because they cant be compared to you in my heart.
I Love You So Much Honey ~
Wo Ai Ni.

SHOPPING ~

2010-02-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

Helloooo Peeeeps ~
I just came back from Shopping with my favourite boy. Currently just finish Bathh. Ouhwell, Today in the morning wakeup at 7plus. Get ready and stuffs. Fetch Boyf at CCk then went bukitbatok had our breakfast at this one kopitiam. Then at 10plus, we trained down to Outram Park waited for yana and friendds. Then take my pay and everything. Hettybaby came down to interview at my workplace, so blahblah. Then around 12plus we cabbb down to Orchard. Walk around Ion, Wisma, FarEast,Heren and 313Somerset. i bought one heels, dress, jacket & jeans. while boyf bought Shoes and jeans. Then had our late lunch cum early dinner at this one place located at FarEast. The food is 90% NICE. Its a Chinese cuisine which is Halal. You all must go try the shop name Sakura Cafe.
Around 6plus went home. Im Super TIRED, really TIRED.

I enjoy my day with Boyfrienddddd.
He super good carry all my shopping bag.
Boyfriendd, You are My BESSST hao ma ?
I love Youu So Muchhhhhhh Honey ~
Bu Yao Li Kai Wo leh.
Andand this Friday NO Clubb for youuu hor ~
Muackkss ~
Thanks for today honey ~
Wo Ai Ni!

Today is like a fairytale ~

2010-02-07T16:27:00.002+08:00

Helloo peeps.
beeen spending my week with boyfriendd and work.

Ouhwell,
Last Friday went out with my favourite boy for 12 hours straight. Went out around 1 plus. Cabb-ed down to ChaoChuKang, fetch boyf under his blk then went to Science Center. Reach there around 2plus. we bought the tickets and stuffs. walk around science center, boyf veryvery FUNNY. around 4plus we went into Body World. It was Amazing. The exhibition is very worth it. The signs say no touching it but for boyf i think he dont understand that signs and touch it. Had our dinner/lunch at Macd then around 5plus went to see Imax Movie but end up our show at 8pm so we decide to cancel it. So cabb-ed down to taopayoh. After we get down the cab we had this lil misunderstanding towards each other, all because of my jealousy, but still partly its boyf fault too. Sorrrrry Honeyy. At 7.30pm went to watch Santau. Boyf indeed very funny, accompany me watch malay movie. Then at 9.15pm went to watch 14Blades. Then at 11pm. went pasar malam bought food then cabb-ed down to Sembawang park. Chill at there till 2plus. Then cabb-ed back to Woodlands, then chill till 3plus. Then home sweet home. Thanks Boyfrienddd, i enjoy the day with youu.

Saturday working at Orchard Hotel. And As for today im off. Im bored at home.
Monday im working at Orchard,
Tuesday at Orchard
Wednesday Off day/ Pay day
Thursday at Novotel( morning shift), wondering how am i going to wakeup.
Friday & Saturday Off.
Sunday Working at Regent Hotel.
I will not be celebrating Valentine's Day due to Boyf having Chinese New Year on that particular day, afterall its okay honey, i dont mind at all and i have to be a very understanding girlfriend so i let him off.
Till here thenn ~

im boredddd ~

2010-02-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

Helloo peeeps.
Im boreddd at home this few days due to im sick having this backbone ache. its killing me. I cant bend down nor do i can sit for a long time. All i does is lying down on my bed and in the living room and etc. Even right now im lying down while updating my blog. This whole week i will be staying at homee except for tuesday and saturday and sunday due to im working. Ouhwell, i have got my result slips and a graduation pack. So i guess my graduation will be on the 24 feb. And i get into Hospitality course which i dont want nor have the interest in it, and the interview is on the 23 feb. should i go ? or just reject the course ? i want leisure & travel operations or Accounting course not Hospitality. Im Confusedddd. Im still blank on what course should i really take due to some stupid advices that i heard from peoples saying accounting is pretty hardd. Damm it. Even boyf say accounting is hard but he didnt even study nor attend school regularly. Stupid boyf ~ Still wonderingg real hardd.

Ouhwell, yesterday went out with boyf to westmall. We catch a movie, edge of darkness. After that we had our dinner at Swensens. then head back home. boring but still i had fun with him. As for today i rot at home the whole day while boyf went out with his frienddds. For tomorrow i will be meeting boyf and its pretty early, hope can get my ass from bed. He have plan for tomorrow and it shock me bcause he always fail in planning things properly. Oppps, dont be angry okay honey, still i love youu. The plan goes like this, First we head to Snow City then to Body World then to Dinner then to Catch a Movie then to idk where. Lets see if my honey can get his planning right this time and if i can wakeup that early for tomorrow's plan.

Boyfriendddddddd,
Iloveyouuuuuu ~
i know you love me too even if you dont say it.
Thanks for everythingg.
Wo Zhen De Ai Ni Laogong.
Bu Yao Li Kai Wo Hao Ma ?
MuacccksMuackkks ~

im Sleeepy but cant get my ass to sleeep ~

2010-02-01T02:58:00.004+08:00

Helloooo peeeps ~
Ouhwell, its going to 3.00am sooon and im still here surfing the net. Im Sleeeepy but i just cant get my asss/eyes off from this comp/chair. Maybe because i have not been surfing the net for quite a some time. Ouhwell, Its been 2 weeeks that i have been working at that Hotel. The job are Fun, Tiring and Alot of chinese which some are friendly and some are so arrogant. But still its Funnn having bbygirl working with me. Today is my Off day and so i will be meeting my favourite boy in the morning and still im not asleep yet.

Let recall what has happen the last few days,
Saturday,30January2010
end work at 11pm, boyf supposedly have to fetch me from work but end up there's some things crop up at home so he have to cancel all the plans he had for me. Was so pissed off but its okay since i have to be very understanding girlfriend and so i let him off this time. And so went back home with Yanababy & Adelia. Imagine how Funny we can be sometimes. Once we are dismissed from our manager, we runn to the office and get our stuffs and then we run to change and stuffs then we run to the loading lobby. And we are so lucky that we didnt miss the bus. And once we reach harbourfront Interchange, we waited for the bus, and then we boarded the bus. While in the bus something Horrible happen between me and my favourite boy. Something which we dont wish to happen has happen. Our heartbeats was going to crash and back to squareone againn. Actually plan was to head back our hometown and buy ciggs and chill till we get tireddd but... We reach woodland at 12plus. Cabb back to near my place since i have agreed to meet favourite boy and settled everything. And so bbygirl give us some privacy. we shed tear after tear after tears together hugging tightly to eachother. Was at the urge of giving up but boyf pull me back and knock some sense into my headd, if he hadnt do what he did we would be over right now. everything settle after a good cry, hug and kisss with eachother. And so went to meet bbygirl and we went to meet My bro and friendds. Bought ciggs and we chill for awhile, then we headed to Macd located at Admiralty since me and yana has been starving while at work. And boyf being so kind treat both of us eat. Thanks Boyf. After eating, we went to Chill and when the time strike 3plus, its time for bbygirl to go. So we send her back till at this one place, and off me and favourite boy went to chill till 4plus. We had a perfectly a good time with each other. Reach home and guess what ? everything started back again, we quarrel till mummy came in my room and ask me why are we both fighting and she knock some sense out of me that make me stop throwing tantrums to boyf. So we both say sorrry to each other and went straight to sleeeeep.

Sunday,31January2010
Was awaken by small sis at around 12plus in the afternooon. I get 11missed calls from boyf. And so call him back and ask him why and stuffs. We had a misunderstandings for awhile but its nothing compared to yesterday night quarrel. After its done, went to toilet wash my face and etcs. had my late breakfast. while eating, mummy and dadddy asking me not to quarrel with boyf and stuffs, and they started to advice me this and that which really knock some sense out of my head. Thanks mum&dad, i know you care for me and you dont wish to see your daughter been hurt again and againn. Around 2plus, Mummy,daddy and small sis&bro went out to shiengshong(idkhowitsbeenspell) while left me and bro at home. Boyf reach my house at 3plus, he waited for me to get ready and stuffs. We went out at 5pm. had our early dinner at Kfc. Then Cabbed down to Sembawang Park, We spend our quality times together, i guess today is the most memorable day for us. we had our so called heart to heart talk while gazing at the beautiful scenery. Boyfriendd, i mean what i said. Around 8plus we Cabbed back to woodlands. went to chill with him till 9plus, then went homee. I promise you it will be the last we had this arguments. Im sorrrry if that i hurt you alot that night! Boyfriendd you mean alot to me.

I Love My Boyfriend More than You could Imagine alright, so please stop saying that i will never get over my past bcause its already over. i have already forgotten you and forgive all the betrays you had done to me, i treat you as a frienddd get it ? a FRIEND ? no matter how much you say you want me back, i aint coming back to youu bcause you are nothing compared to my boyfriend. You dont worth my heart at all ! Im Sorrrry okay. i just dont love you no more.
Im True To My Boyfrienddd.

At a very first thought,

2010-01-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

Atfirst i thought that the past has come to haunt me back but end up it didnt.

Yesterday was the WORST day for me and boyf. We have this one fight and its not because of me or him, its because of someone else. It hurts me like someone stabbing me through my heart. I thought that it was the last moment i could ever see him or even say i love him. I was so hurt and scare that i cry in the bus when going home from work. I thought it will be the last day im with him. I wasnt ready to face it nor accept it and thats make me reject every single calls from him. I just couldnt be so selfish and so i try to let him go but i cant since i dont have the courage to look at him and tell him straight in his face because i just love him so muchh but still i try to but it hurts me to see his watery eyes. So went to meet him and talk things out. indeed it feel better. And it was a relieved that the past which i thought has come was never seem to appear. Thanks for holding on to me that night even when i keep saying let me go alot of times. And now everything are as per normal. I dont want to lose someone which i love again, i dont wish the past to repeat and hurt me again and again. It takes me a few months to love him so please dont ruin this relationship of us. I love him more then anyone, i need him. Please, dont fight with him because of me. Boyfrienddd, you are my everything, i need youu more then you do. Lets hope that everything will go on smoothly for us. Be whatever happen let us hold on to eachother and never to let go of it. Whatever i told you just now is words that i mean it. Never let me go even if i wanted to bcause it will be my foolish moments to do so.
Thank Youuu.
I LOVE YOUUU BOYFRIENDDD ~

Thanks Yanababy for being there from the start till the end of our fight. I Appreciate those hugs you gave me when we are inside the cabbedd. Thanks. You know i wont leave Chongjun for any other guys eventhough i will always say other guys cute and stuffs but only one i love and its him.

Babysis ~

2010-01-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

Babysis,
Whatever happen is just an obstacles in your life. If you really love him, you would like to see him happy right ? So you should be proud that atleast you could love somebody from far. I know it hurts alot and you know i have been there before. It needs alot of courage and confidence to face it. Let fate decide the path you have to go through, be whatever it is, just be strong. You must know that im here praying for your safety in your path that you have choosen. I know you can do it. You must have confidence and faith in your life and trust me once you set your mind to it you will be able to face every obstacles standing strong. Im here by your side to give you the moral support to GO.
Babysis, i miss youu too. Once everything has gone smoothly for us in the future and that will be they day we party, shop till we drop. I Love youuu. takecaree, Send my regards to Bonda. ;)
Remember you are my bestsislove always.

Thank Youu

2010-01-30T13:17:00.004+08:00

Hellloo peeeps.
Ouhwell, Yesterday had fun while working with my team mates, all are so friendly. i make friends with this one guy which i called, yaoyao, he's a chinese guy quite cute looking. Boyf dont jealous okay ? So yesterday was OT till 1.30am. Then went to meet boyf under my block. We chill behind my block under the beautiful Full Moon. Around 4am went to Macd at Admiralty, boyf bought for me breakfast since im so hungry. After that boyf send me home, reach home around 4.30am. bath and stuffs, then mum and dad went out to dunno where. So at 5plus went to sleeep after talking to my fvourite boy.

Ouhwell,
As for today im working at 5.30pm till 11pm i guess ? And today My favourite boyf will be fetching me from workk, How sweeet he can be sometimes. And we will be watching midnight movie today. No one can treat me better than boyf do. awwww. thats what he will usually say but in a different way.

Boyfriendddd,
Trust me that whatever happens we are still together okay.
I know im a bad girlfriend sometimes.
i know i always throw tantrums to youu.
and sometimes i dont listen to you but eh i love youu and thats it!
Im sorrrry okay that i always try to make you pissed off with me.
tui pu chi, wo zhen de ai ni, bu yao li kai wo !
You Are My One And Only Favourite Boyfriendddd.
Muaccccks ~

i enjoy my day with you babyboy!

2010-01-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hellooo peeps.
Ouhwell, Basically yesterday was my Anniversary with my favourite boy. He fetch me under my block at 11am and im late for 3 Mins ONLY and still boyf nag at me for being late like always. So we Cabb-ed down to his house. We slack-ed till 2plus. There's this one part boyf ask me to close my eyes and not to open my eyes, guess whatt ? he gave me this one necklace with his name on it. How sweet my boyfriend can be sometimes.Thanks Boyf i love the necklace and YOU too. Supposedly meeting Yanababy at 2.45pm but as usual me being late always. So me and boyf cabb down to Ite Dover meet Yanababy & KingKONG. Met Emiliya, Ninicyner & Catmeow there too. After babygirl appeal for her course, we went to Kopitiam near Yana's dad work place. We chill while waiting for Yana's dad to fetch her home. When her dad arrive, Boyf, King and me we cabb-ed down to Jurong Imm but king and me went separate ways. So had my Late Lunch cum Early dinner with boyf at Secret Recipe, atlast i get my chocalate Fudge cake. Thank youu boyf.
After finish eating, we went window shopping. Boyf wanted to buy for me Bra but too badd boyf nothing caught my eye yet. See my boyf sooooo naughty. Around 6plus we cabb-ed down to Sembawang Beach. We enjoy the beautiful views and the strong winds. ouhh baby i love spending times with youuuu really muchh. Around 8plus we cabb-ed back to my house. We chill till 9plus and off he send me home. Boyfrienddddd, Thanks for pampering me so much. i love the way you treat me. Thank Youu.

Ouhwell as for today, I just got back from work with yanababy. we work at 11am till 7pm. Work was Fun but pretty tiring. I neeeeed Kachinggggs due to my hannd are itchy for SHOPPING.
Favourite boy & Babygirls lets shop till we drop this coming monthhh !

Boyfriendddd,
You win my heart again and againnnn. I Love Youu So Muchhh "FIT" Boyfrienddd.
I wont leave youuu as i promise youu.
We will stay by each other, side by side, hand in hand tightly.
Muackkkkks ~

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary !

2010-01-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

Boyfriendd,
Its been 2 months we are together. As you know its just 2 months and no big deal but you should know that this 2 months we struggle alot to just keep this relationship goes on and on. Atlast we have managed to sort our feelings and situations and put aside every single of our past for this relationships. Im really very happy that we manage to go through that obstacles. I know i did give up at that point of time but because of youu that i pick up the pieces of myself and go through together with you. Im glad that you hold on to me and never to let me go. You were there when i was so down at a moment of time and you console me. You will always know if im not being myself and have things in my mind. Baby you know me well that i cant even lie to you if im not thinking of anything. Those days spent with you was a wonderful memories that been kept in my mind/ heart which i will never want to erase it. Thanks for being patience with me and my attitude. Thanks for being there always for me. Thanks for those late night calls eventhough you are schooling the next day, you will still accompany me till late night. I really appreciate you honey.
You are the best thing that had happen in my life,
You are my Bestfriend which i could tell you every single things had happen.
You are my Favourite boy which i could count on you everytime i need you.
You are my Listener which i could pour everything out.
You are my Shoulder that i could lean on and cry out loud without being worried of anything.
You are my Sweetest Boyfriend that i ever had and definitely you are the best i ever had.
You are my half- apple which i will not let go off.
You are the guy whom i wish to share my happiness, sad times, hard times, tears, Love and Everything together. I will Hold on to your hand till fate separate the both of us. Lets go through ups and downs with our hand hold on tightly to each other.
I Love You Boyfriend.

Taken By; Ong Chong Jun.
His mine Favourite boy.

this is life babe ~

2010-01-25T23:27:00.003+08:00

hello peeeps.
Ouhwell, basically today should be working in the morning but due to having OT yesterday make me and bestgirl too TIRED. And indeed i did feel weak and feverish in the morningg. So rest till afternoon, around 5plus went out to meet my favourite boy. We cab down to Sembawang Beachh.
We sat and talktalk while enjoying the beautiful view of the sky and the strong winds. Around 7plus we cabb down to Admiralty, had our dinner at Macd. Im addicted to MacSpicy! Boyf look so adorable when his lips turn reddd due to too much of Spicy foood. Then boyf have to go, thought of spending more times with him since next week the whole week i cant be with him for 24hours due to im working at Changi Airport at 4am till 5pm everyday for 7 days straight but since boyf have to meet his parents at his new house, So i have to be a very understanding girlfriend. Yeahhh, Soon boyf will be moving to his new house before CNY, i hope from that day onwards i could meet him everyday when i feel like it. Boyf must have time for me hor, if not i will throw tantrums till you pissed off !

Ouhwell,
As days goes by, i have been spending time with boyf and bestgirl alott. Its like 24hours im with both of them. As for babygirl, we are working in the same place so no more missing out with each other. As of my bestgirl, i miss youu girl. i miss the fun, gossips and outings/slacking. We should meet up soon for slacking purpose. As for my bestsislove, you know how much i miss us. we both have been very busy since i have start work and you have start school but i promise you we will meet up soooon. Party hard this end of year alright bbygirl.
Currently im really BORED right now. I cant get myself to sleeep. Boyf has gone to bed early then me today since tomorrow he has a test so i have to be a very understanding girlfriend of his and let him off tonightt. Will not be working tomorrow and wednesday.

Enjoy it honey ~

2010-01-24T14:07:00.003+08:00

hellllooo peeps.
Saturday night was awesome. Spent it nicely with my favourite boy which is obviously my sweeet "fitttt" boyf. We went out to catch Midnight Movie, The Movie called My Ex. The movie start at 11.45pm and end 1.15am. So after the movie went to slack till 3am. then cab back to Admiralty had our supper at Macd. then boyf send me home. reach home wash my make-ups and was on the phone with boyf till 7am in the morningg. ouhmymy i had my fantastic sat night with boyf. do it more cann boyf ?

Ouhwell, basically today im working at 5.30pm with yanababy. Will be meeting her at 3.30pm.
Yeahhhh good news for me and yanababy. I will be going Holiday with Yanababy & My brother & My Boyf(if) & Yana's Family to Genting. Cant wait right babygirl ? hahhaaa.

Boyfriendddd, Thank you for yesterday.
i love it so muchhhhh. more of it alright honey ?
i want be the first one for everythingg can ?
Ouhwell, I love youuuu honey.

Its Over.

2010-01-23T18:33:00.004+08:00

Im sorrry.
This friendship/relationship of us is over. i aint the one who gonna wait for you till you change and stuffs. In the beginning i was never being appreciate by youu so why should i appreciate you and your waitings ? why must i endure every single things you done to me ? Why should i give you chances after chances ? i told you once, i will never endure shits if it keeps repeating and you promise me, but still you do it over and over. Did i ever fight with you or even voice out those things to you ? Nope i didnt alright, because i dont wish to give you another burden. For 6 months you play me on and i did play you on too. I did that just to make you realise. i waited for youu to change but still nothing is going on smoothly for us, and im sorry i have decided to leave you and us. i have someone which have already take over your place. im sorry i hide this from youu. And i think this is the right time and way i could tell you since i try to tell you face to face and still you dont want to listen and accept the fact right.
im Sorry .
Please stop harrassing me. i had enoughh.
Thanks.

im happy everytime im being with youuu.

2010-01-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

Helllooo peeps.
Ouhwell, basically today i didnt work due to im having an interview. So wakeup pretty late today but still managed to be punctual for the interview. Cabb down to ChaoChuKang fetch boyf then off to Science Center. The interview was like for 1 hour plus. Sorry boyf that you have to wait for me that long. So after the Interview, bus-ed down to Jurong Point. Walkwalk to find Secret Recipe, end up there's none at Jurong Point. So went to bought the movie ticket, The Spy blablaa. then had our Lunch at Fish&Co. After lunch went in for our movie. The movie ended at 3.30pm. Since we both feel like watching another movie so went to bought the movie ticket, Its Complicated. The show start at 4pm and it end at 6pm. So we cabb down to my Small sis primary school since she having a PSLE Talk. So Boyf accompany me. The talk ended at 8pm. While small sis went home, me and boyf cabb down to Cwp and bought my dinner. Then cabb home. Thanks Boyf sending me home everytime we meet without fail. Tomorrow plan was to go Pulau Ubin with Boyf and friends. Since my darlingg and boyf friend cant make it, so we cancel it. Atleast i can rest for tomorrow since i have been working this whole week.

Ouhwell,
Boyfriendddddddd,
i love youu so much.
Thanks for being here always for me.
Despite all the tantrums i throw to you, you still endure with it.
You mean alot to me.
I love youu more than everythingg.
Wo Zhen de ai ni.
Trust me, you are the only one i needdd right now and later.
i love youuu boy.